I'm Pixies Punished Perception...(writings of P.Pixie)1971-2008

"Art is my thereafter, Banish ye neathermost concealed by pain, bloom brightly my larrikin as day blows emotion into our souls,The night becomes a dappled pencive, perhaps....if only forever was for~real...." JannaRinO

Going,
going,
going,
going

almost gone

Gone!

11 years faded away with big smiles!

My jimbos joy!

He finally gets to see his daughter!

My holiday weekend

was full of bliss!

~ more than any firework

I have ever seen

more than any hug

I have ever felt!

Even better than,

best hand

I was ever dealt.

I could never explain ...

even with a dictionary

words make me leery

I may as well say it now

I am so proud of myself !

(I think)

But.....

She said it also

" I dont know what to think"

I'm thinking time just may be nothing.

I have'nt the concept to acknowledge

the things I have listned to

and been witness to

this weekend.

I feel like I was supposed to pick up on

some sublimiliblinal massage

I cant say I didnt try but

im sorry kinda in a way not spoken....

I feel still..... no breakthough.

My heart goes sincerly

out to a young woman

that I have attached my heartstrings to

because shes my husbands daughter,

a remarkeable young woman,

who's love is deep and so forgiving.

She has no idea how linked we are.

I can only say now

that she has come form so far.

no knowlege of us....

no real concept

just pictures of the past

now blooming into

fieldes of huge worlds

and ~ great danes!

Overwhelming you might say! ...

so eye~opening?

nonetheless,

shes brave and grand in every way!

We found a treasure in her heart!

We plan to camp out.