playing catchup 11-22

I'm Pixies Punished Perception...(writings of P.Pixie)1971-2008

"Art is my thereafter, Banish ye neathermost concealed by pain, bloom brightly my larrikin as day blows emotion into our souls,The night becomes a dappled pencive, perhaps....if only forever was for~real...." JannaRinO

Going,
going,
going,
going

almost gone

Gone!

11 years faded away with big smiles!

My jimbos joy!

He finally gets to see his daughter!

My holiday weekend

was full of bliss!

~ more than any firework

I have ever seen

more than any hug

I have ever felt!

Even better than,

best hand

I was ever dealt.

I could never explain ...

even with a dictionary

words make me leery

I may as well say it now

I am so proud of myself !

(I think)

But.....

She said it also

" I dont know what to think"

I'm thinking time just may be nothing.

I have'nt the concept to acknowledge

the things I have listned to

and been witness to

this weekend.

I feel like I was supposed to pick up on

some sublimiliblinal massage

I cant say I didnt try but

im sorry kinda in a way not spoken....

I feel still..... no breakthough.

My heart goes sincerly

out to a young woman

that I have attached my heartstrings to

because shes my husbands daughter,

a remarkeable young woman,

who's love is deep and so forgiving.

She has no idea how linked we are.

I can only say now

that she has come form so far.

no knowlege of us....

no real concept

just pictures of the past

now blooming into

fieldes of huge worlds

and ~ great danes!

Overwhelming you might say! ...

so eye~opening?

nonetheless,

shes brave and grand in every way!

We found a treasure in her heart!

We plan to camp out.

Hello all! Its so nice to read about all the goings on in all of your lives. I hope to get to know some of you better as time goes by I thought today I need to post some words more than art you see.... I have had a sad day.....My mother overdosed on crack and methodone 5 yrs ago today. It was a very hard time and also the day I buried her ashes it was the coldest july 3rd ever recorded in michigan. I cus her all the time and she makes herself known lol crazy bitch busts light bulbs an such one time I was getting ready to tell; how she stole something and she put out the lights at my sisters house.
My sister and I were just talking how this is the first year she hasent gone all crack crazy for the week I am so proud of her! I actually have been doing pretty well ... sometimes (like on moms birthday) I go overboard but it has all just kinda made me numb with anger. I feel she should still be here and see my kids all grown but I know she didnt care about that. My mother was the most selfish woman I have ever known. Im not even trying to get pitty here. Just let me type this out so its said. ahhhhIt help honest . thanks for reading/listening.

I did my hair up for the Tea Party today.
Put on my most favorite dress.
I hope everyone likes my Apple turnovers.
I do hope to see all my friends today!
http://www.afancifultwist.typepad.com/

Shes so wicked! ATC

I am planning some new art to go along with the book!

Stay tuned!

Calling All Dutchies!

Calling all Dutchies!
Well, my heritage is showing through!

This is my...

Always Dutchie!

Please let me know what you think!

I followed my Bliss Suzi!

LadyBug and Friends!
My SuziBlu inspired series,
Please let me know what you think,
thanks ~jess

A video of a few works in progress, some may say Suzi inspired work.

Little bit of my studio basement and the puppies!

Let me known what you think!Hugs ~Jess

This is an Altered book I have worked on for over 2 years.

Now for a little background on me and the hubby...

We were born only 2 days apart in the exact same hospital,

Over Christmas of 1971. His story is~

"I was checking out the goods in the nursery"

My story is that we were soul mates..

we were both raised within 2-5 miles from each other

Our parents even knew some of the same people.

Still we never met.

In the year 2000 our eyes met and the sparks flew!

Im still thankful to this day to my youngest sister Sarae for introducing us.

Happy Birthday to my Puppies!

I was tryin to post a video but...
I guess I have some learning to do .
So I thought I would
introduce to all of you 3 of my boys!

Gavin, Jimbo, Gibson

Festival of The Arts

I arrived a little late
as the time flew by
so fast this morning
(working on this blog)

The first friday
of every month
exactly at 12 noon
a siren sounds,
a test around here
for tornadoes.
This was also a signal
that festival had begun...
YaY!
So it was a long wet day
but I did have some sucess!
My knees are killing me...
I just may be getting
too old for this shit.

I love Festival Of The Arts

This is where I plan to be most of the weekend

http://www.festivalofthearts.org/

A gate has opened and the dogs are running. The water is flowing and the drain is clear.
Name/date on the top of the page. Preheated, greased and ready to go.
Thats the way I feel today

No way, Shut up!

My Mother>