Hello all! Its so nice to read about all the goings on in all of your lives. I hope to get to know some of you better as time goes by I thought today I need to post some words more than art you see.... I have had a sad day.....My mother overdosed on crack and methodone 5 yrs ago today. It was a very hard time and also the day I buried her ashes it was the coldest july 3rd ever recorded in michigan. I cus her all the time and she makes herself known lol crazy bitch busts light bulbs an such one time I was getting ready to tell; how she stole something and she put out the lights at my sisters house.
My sister and I were just talking how this is the first year she hasent gone all crack crazy for the week I am so proud of her! I actually have been doing pretty well ... sometimes (like on moms birthday) I go overboard but it has all just kinda made me numb with anger. I feel she should still be here and see my kids all grown but I know she didnt care about that. My mother was the most selfish woman I have ever known. Im not even trying to get pitty here. Just let me type this out so its said. ahhhhIt help honest . thanks for reading/listening.